Music Heals the Soul

Friday, April 07, 2006

.: ~tired, tired~ :.

~feeling very tired today ... it's the weekend, once again. i think the pace of things is gonna pick up bit by bit -- is that an understatement, i wonder. sometimes you stare ahead, wondering what to do, thinking you have nothing to do, even though you very well know you have lots of things to do. i think this is some sort of psychological deception. you are not looking forward to what you should do, so you deceive yourself into thinking you have "nothing much", or in fact, "nothing" to do at all. so you go around stoning, thinking you are very free, till the very last minute when reality tugs real hard at you then you go scrambling around getting started on whatever was supposed to have already been accomplished by that time. sounds familiar? unfortunately so. many a time i get lost when i think too much. to sum up, things aren't as simple as they seem to be, or as you perceive them to be. many a time, too many in fact, you realise this at the last moment, and you are lost. nothing is definite. sigh.

waterbaby sighed at 10:59 PM